Saturday, January 24, 2015

Contemplation


I lost my way. I know I did, I had this great idea to write a blog and keep up with it and share it with as many people I can. I didn't have the drive to commit to this idea that I had set forth. I started out strong but it faded quickly. It was the typical wave of interest and then enact and set forth. But with most things I get into I lost interest quickly. It never took hold.

I have had time to contemplate this struggle I have with this part of my life. I am like a window shopper, I look around and never buy anything or maybe something small. I may stop in again if I happened to pass it again but probably wont buy anything. Does this sound like you?

Well I have some fluidity to my life recently because I have begun working with a Life Coach. It has been amazing the speed of which I am taking my thoughts and desires and beginning to turn them into reality. It has been about a month and three sessions and I have already realized and put into motion stuff that has been stirring in my head and heart for a long time.

This blog has begun to open up to me again and I want to continue to share my thoughts and experiences and plan to reignite my writing. I have tuned in again to the practice of meditation and finding the silence within so I can listen better to my kids and friends. I work on being more present, more engaged so I can really experience the moment with who I am with. So I hope I can share some of my thoughts and experiences here on a more regular basis.

Until next time, be alive - be present!!